I have been involved with Bitcoin for a little over a year now. At first I was only watching the articles and reading about new markets and new coins. My interest began because I like the idea of bitcoin, a decentralized currency that does not have to be tied to a bank for my save and spend. I like the idea of getting the large financial sector out of the way of people like me or even much worse off than me.
I’ve come a long way in a year. At first I could hardly figure a way to get money into the system to even buy bitcoin, now I hop from exchange to exchange as easily as switching email accounts. I know which currency for which direction, monitoring the BTC/USD pair, should I switch to Fiat or stay in btc?
I somehow have this idea that I am going to finally make the money we need for Pepper to have another procedure for CCSVI. The trailer, yes, we’ll also make enough to get that tiny little travel trailer. The tiny 14 footer, oh how cute. Somehow, someway, I’m gonna make it with this btc, crypto, altcoins, HYIP or something right? Stick with it, it’s bound to happen, just work hard and it will come to you, right?
Learning and being willing to try new things are going to be key to success. I know at some point something will come along that will allow me to be home with Pepper and find meaning and happiness. Things are getting better just having decided on that as a goal.
I find I’m dreaming for two now. Pepper has seemed to have lost her drive for improvement or fun and adventure. She now lacks the imagination for anything beyond the moment. Oh it’s so frustrating for me as I keep thinking something will spark an interest in her. I often wonder if this lack of interest bothers her, but she gives no indication of being sad or left out. I’ll keep looking for the little signs of excitement, but it’s my interests that I’ll start focusing on more. If she would like to come along for the ride, wonderful and I hope she always does. I remember when she used to laugh a lot in a day, when she would play. Pepper had a cheeky side to her and wasn’t serious for long. I miss playing especially with her, we could change that if we decided to. Time to make an effort!